tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-61005832011-04-21T16:21:00.392-07:00the girl you once loved. [netball.gd.gk]_[02|07|89]_[blue.pink.purple.red]__[currentstateofmind.cranky]Mndynoreply@blogger.comBlogger3491100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1098029702271822002004-10-18T00:15:00.000-07:002004-10-17T09:15:02.270-07:00this blog is officially closed.
relink please everyone.
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Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1097912356795574782004-10-16T15:38:00.000-07:002004-10-16T00:39:16.813-07:00IM BREAKING DOWN DAMN BADLY
I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE
CAN YOU PLEASE GIVE ME A CALL
LOVE, MIN-
Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1097746170098384942004-10-14T17:28:00.000-07:002004-10-14T02:35:25.716-07:00i know i cant be that far from you
if we're both looking on the same side of the moon
I LOVE MR HAMID :D
haha he actually dozed off invigilating our higher chinese paper alright. yeah and i actually took tsemins paper to copy (: the whole scene was damn hilarious alright, we were laughing like hell. -looks at tsemin (: everyone was trying all means and way to copy ? HAHA :D yeah the paper was Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1097564002400838642004-10-12T14:53:00.000-07:002004-10-14T02:34:42.556-07:00tell me, is life just a playground
DAMN AMATHS, im so bloody gonna fail it.
its like super difficult alright, and i think the only one question i could do was the seven mark sets question, fullstop. eighty mark paper mind you, and i left the whole last page wonderfully blank, BLANK. -screams and pull hair out
uh huh and like after the paper the first thing i did was to go get a tub of icecream Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1097231812259861702004-10-08T18:35:00.000-07:002004-10-11T23:59:34.816-07:00cant you see i want you by the way i push you away
its so evident isnt it, stress is like written all over everyones face.
take care all you nervewrecks, uh i cant handle myself to start off with, HAHA. yes im freaking out damn badly.
now smile, (:
thinking about it i kinda love exams in the hall now, i like the smell of the air con ? (: and his backview :D i like seeing him slip his hand intoMndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1096638985753944732004-10-01T21:56:00.000-07:002004-10-12T00:02:02.206-07:00what have i done
you seem to move on easy
MY LIFE ;
SCHOOL, BOOKS, COFFEE, LATE NIGHTS MUGGING :(
what a lifestyle oh boy, it sure is sickening. another two plus week min, hang on there, hang on there. suddenly im freaking out damn badly, gosh.
END OF YEARS lahh
i hate exams, condemn them. hurr !
and im like no where near half way through revision ? -forced smile
yes yes, im in love with this Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1096106430679440622004-09-25T18:00:00.000-07:002004-09-29T04:53:28.020-07:00nothing but a dead memory
of what it was but cant be
cause im hanging on every word you say
boo ! (:
alright alright, havent been updating at all this while. lifes a bull, what more can i say. end of years are like super round the corner, tests are becoming a everyday thing, homeworks piling, its barely breathable. but i so needa buck up alright, i cant for hell fail anymore.
english oral was Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1095340814206861932004-09-16T06:14:00.000-07:002004-09-17T07:01:10.153-07:00the girl in me
shes been abused
her soul, weak from heartache
shes become paralysed
in this game of vindictive love
where a part of her
is ripped from the core of her soul
she yearned to end her life
with a pretty pistol - that seemed to fit her hand perfectly
or perhaps
even just to fall to her death from building tops
she dreamed of her death
oh, for the girl in me
shes tired of wishing on the Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1095255853227904812004-09-15T06:42:00.000-07:002004-09-16T05:01:57.470-07:00your memory is like a ghost
and my heart is its host
okay so school has officially reopened, and it less than three weeks to final years, -screams. im gonna go bonks from all the stress and pressure, its nuts. and i really gotta pull my socks way damn up, im cant cant fail any subjects for final years boy, it would be hell.
todays nice, im happy (: well, its weird.
lessons were a breeze, i Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1094928246415049862004-09-12T02:48:00.000-07:002004-09-11T11:44:06.416-07:00SCREAMS
on the phone !! :D
Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1094924906400148662004-09-12T01:53:00.000-07:002004-09-11T22:59:15.256-07:00i cant sleep
i cant freaking sleep, its like 0103am lahh.
im on the labtop, chinese worksheets are the most horrible thing one can ever do.
we are talking online now (:
oh yes i got my pink roxy tee today, so its off my wishlist :)
SUPREMACY-
Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1094819171551151712004-09-10T20:21:00.000-07:002004-09-11T05:45:55.866-07:00im sinking slowly
so hurry hold meyour hand is all i have to keep me hanging on
this boredoms driving me mad.
start`-
what time is it ? : 0404 pm (:
what date is it ? : 100904
why are you filling this out ? : BORED (:
;you-*
full name : mindy ng (:
do you like it? : kinda yes, fancy the name nicole though
nicknames : moley, i hate it alright.
age : 15 going on 16.
dob : 2july1989
height : earlyMndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1094742136712014962004-09-09T08:01:00.000-07:002004-09-10T01:33:50.516-07:00bound with all the weight of all the words she tried to saychained to all the places that she never wished to stay
physics class yesterday was super fun. we were on debating on why guys think keeping armpit and leg hair is a manly thing. uh huh and we kept cracking up on it, all the weird weird thoughts just came out, -looks at zhen sherri and sam. haha i personally CANT STAND, capital and bold Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1094641777198211442004-09-08T19:08:00.000-07:002004-09-08T04:09:37.196-07:00tell me why youre lookin so confused
when im the one who didnt know the truth
im at sherris place now, her mum cooking rocks. especially the chicken wings, heavenly (:
lala, im off
Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1094567899872307372004-09-07T21:47:00.000-07:002004-09-08T03:23:24.503-07:00all i am
all ill beeverything in this worldall that ill ever needis in your eyesshining at me
wenta make my ic yesterday with karo at lavender. the taking of my passport size photo was hilarious, the stupid photographer was an ass. the whole thing was pretty fast, i love stamping thumb prints (:
then trained to bugis, karos feet was hurting like mad cause of her blisters. windowshopped and all, Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1094531009704318012004-09-06T21:18:00.000-07:002004-09-06T21:43:57.556-07:00lying in your arms
so close together
didnt know just what i had
now i toss and turn
cause im without you
how im missing you so bad
where was my head
where was my heart
now i cry alone in the dark
i lay awake
i drive myself crazy
drive myself crazy
thinking of you
made a mistake
when i let you go baby
i drive myself crazy
wanting you the way that i do
i was such a fool
i couldnt see it
just Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1094128499620301402004-09-02T05:34:00.000-07:002004-09-02T05:34:59.620-07:00give me back my point of view
cause i just cant think for you
haha was with mel on the phone last night, her chinese is super cannot make it, -looks at mel. haha so arranged to meet in town at 12. nessie cant make it, and sam and jeraldine joined us. well bought tickets for 13 going on 30 at cine, then lunched at yoshinoya. took neos at heeren ! :D aww so damn fun lahh, haha the usual screaming Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1093963608210411412004-08-31T07:44:00.000-07:002004-08-31T07:46:48.210-07:00swallowed up in the sound of my screaming
cannot cease for the fear of silent nights
riight, i havent been updating for days. the past few days had been good (:
sat ;
was on the phone with mel in the afternoon, then went down toa payoh to catch the netball super league finals. beautiful netball, i loved the way vipers goal attack shoots, the confidence in her eyes was stunning.
had supper at Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1093661000659055592004-08-28T10:43:00.000-07:002004-08-27T19:46:18.196-07:00letting out the noise inside of me
every window pane is shattering
cutting off my words before i speak
this is how it feels to not believe
i cant wait for the team shoe to arrive, the super pretteh adidas barricade III :) aww, click here !
the c divisions getting the black one, cool :)
hmm im happy, credits to ice cream. wolfing down big spoonful of ice creams when youre feeling upset or Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1093525444283105912004-08-26T21:03:00.000-07:002004-08-27T05:57:27.026-07:00the sacrifice of hiding in a lie
everything has to end
youll soon find we are out of time
left to watch it all unwind
well im kinda disappointed with my performance during the commonwealth friendly just. i didnt feel it was my best, i didnt play well enough at all. i came out of court after my every game with the strong feel of regret. the balls i didnt defend, the runs i didnt make, it all Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1093440401015161112004-08-25T21:25:00.000-07:002004-08-25T06:26:41.016-07:00its the hardest thing ill ever have to do
to look you in the eye and tell you
i dont love you
its the hardest thing ill ever have to do
to turn around and walk away
pretending i dont love you
this song never fails to bring tears to my eyes, the hardest thing ; 98 degrees. simply perfect :)
todays nice nice NICE :) well at least im happy lahh.
chem practical was fun, so was physics practical. Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1093354494369401392004-08-24T21:27:00.000-07:002004-08-24T06:34:54.370-07:00and all is said and done
id never count the cost
its worth all thats lost
just to see you smile
kay todays tiring yet fun.
bio test was a screw up, emaths test was a screw up, amaths quiz was a screw up. hurr forget it.
sherris mum gave karo nessie sherri and me a lift to jurong east library. we were like crazy when SLIDE ALONG SIDE came on. HAHA :) iloveit.
the places super classy for a Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1093266205107857502004-08-23T21:00:00.000-07:002004-08-23T06:03:25.106-07:00and baby theres a name for what you put me through
im like damn super tired now, its been a crazy day at school, history makeups and specialised training. plus the fact i slept at 3AM studying for the bio test only to find it being postponed today, -roll eyes.
theres so much i wanna scream out pen it all down here but im purely tired.
all the sweeties are going through rough patches and i hateMndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1093100959692547602004-08-21T23:06:00.000-07:002004-08-21T18:04:15.546-07:00one love one shot its all we ever got
girl you got me started now im not gonna stop
now slide along side yeah baby thats right
im gonna show you the time of your life
oh pretty girly come and dance with me
move that naughty body come close to me
now slide along side yeah baby thats right
im gonna show you the time of your life
SHIFTY ; SLIDE ALONG SIDE, -looks at jin shun :) haha we just love Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1093053540445815522004-08-21T09:56:00.000-07:002004-08-21T07:05:54.633-07:00if you want to
i can save you
i can take you away from here
so lonely inside
so busy out there
and all you wanted was somebody who cares
blasting way away ; yellow card, my current favourite smashing hit.
someone tell me why im feeling this way.
:(
THE SILENCE IS DEAFENING-
Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1093010350386985012004-08-20T21:54:00.000-07:002004-08-20T18:15:15.466-07:00i felt the distance cut like a blade through my wrist
and the absence of you is leaving a hollow space in my heart
guess youre happy where you are but i cant help wishing you were here
i wore my socks really high over my ankle today, you cant afford to keep it low when teachers like luah love catching you for socks uh.
and oh 3a won the first prize for family day food stall compeition ! three Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1092907241638226592004-08-19T17:16:00.000-07:002004-08-19T04:41:02.563-07:00the years flash by
today melts to yesterdays memories
i just love on the way down, the way it just kept repeating itself in my head the whole of today rocks. uh and its playing on the player again, well WELL :)
schools nice, cruised through periods pretteh fast.
tsemin and i agreed to go on this whole week study camp during the september holidays which are just two weeks away, gearing up for Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1092824821523999622004-08-18T18:25:00.000-07:002004-08-18T03:29:42.776-07:00sick and tired of this world
theres no more air
tripping over myself
going nowhere
waiting
suffocating
no direction
and i took a dive
and on the way down
i saw you
and you saved me from myself
and i wont forget
the way you loved me
on the way down
almost fell right through
but i held onto you
ive been wondering why
its only me
have you always been inside
waiting to breathe
its alright
Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1092800527334153802004-08-18T11:40:00.000-07:002004-08-17T21:06:03.346-07:00when i look to the sky
something tells me youre here with me
and you make everything alright
and when i feel like im lost
something tells me youre here with me
and i can always find my way when you are here
chatting with my darling cutie sassy girlfriend cris now, she didnt go to school too cause she has some appointment at the hospital for her low blood pressure. TAKE CARE SWEETIE ! :)and Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1092742628127961852004-08-17T19:35:00.000-07:002004-08-17T04:37:08.126-07:00call me crazy
call me blind
to still be suffering is stupid after all of this time
oh my goodness, tsemin jeraldine sherri zhen just called me on my house phone.
they screamed iloveyou over the line ! so super sweet :D
they were saying that the whole room was crying cause of what adam khoo said and the lesson today was great and all ? mann, now i kinda regretted not going.
wenta the doctors. myMndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1092714167022747262004-08-17T11:40:00.000-07:002004-08-18T01:59:06.183-07:00shes just a loner with a sexy attitude
ive fallen really ill, uh huh so im home now while the class is attending the second day of study skills course.
okay activate the time machine ? :)
sunday ; 1408
PESTA SUKAN CARNIVAL ! :D
think we did really well, was very pleased with my performance. walked out every game with no regrets cause i did my very best :) i loved that sastifaction.
played Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1092489357083615132004-08-14T21:13:00.000-07:002004-08-14T06:15:57.083-07:00when everything starts crashing down
when all i know falls to the ground
when darkness comes and i cant see
youre always there to rescue me
was fifteen minutes late for emaths test, and as a result i couldnt finish my paper in time.
and its definitely harder than the previous, hurr.
kay went home to get mr yaws keys then went back school again. was supposed to have breakfast with calvin but thatMndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1092405844299784972004-08-13T22:02:00.000-07:002004-08-13T07:04:04.300-07:00cards and phone calls and photograph pictures of you
constant reminder of all the things you get used to
is there a chance in hell or heaven
that theres still something here to build on
or do you just pick up the pieces after they fall
haha after i went offline last night, i seriously did try to study chinese, i promise i did.
then i dont know why but i started drawing smileys with my orange Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1092317684060688052004-08-12T21:33:00.000-07:002004-08-12T06:34:44.060-07:00so kiss me and smile for me
tell me that youll wait for me
hold me like youll never let me go
cause im leaving on a jet plane
i dont know when ill be back again
yesterdays timetable seriously rocked.
the whole day was so super slack, especially physics.
uh huh, miss ong made us stand outside the class cause we were late. very well, kinda like messaged the whole time :) -big fat smile.
was Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1092140864530695842004-08-10T20:25:00.000-07:002004-08-10T05:52:13.670-07:00why do you play me like a game
karo just had to post our sms conversation on her blog lah huh :\ and my girl arh, cute is not a word for me alright :) haha reading through her past entries and it amuses me how she can miss him flirting with her, im like : flirting stinks for hell sake.
well bought this book today, its called hmm 'he chose the nails'. been a while since i had a good book to Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1092110275244476602004-08-10T11:54:00.000-07:002004-08-09T21:29:30.283-07:00well ive no idea why im still online when i suppose to be studying.
talking to lim jin shun, that candy lahh.
right right RIGHT, false alarm.
there isnt chinese or historu test tomorrow, just physics :) -wipes sweat
im bored.
thinking of engraving a ring :)
Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1092105682725334572004-08-10T10:40:00.000-07:002004-08-09T21:00:36.223-07:00even heroes have the right to bleed
yesterday was like a whole day mumsies day out kinda thing.
ahh, on the cab to taka, my ever so clever mum asked the taxi man
'uncle ah, today orchard road issit close because of the chingay parade arh ?'
im like oh my goodness, CHINGAY only happens during CHINESE NEW YEAR lahh mum, and today is national day. mann even the taxi driver was laughing :\ -covers Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1092016623594459292004-08-09T09:54:00.000-07:002004-08-08T18:57:03.593-07:00you knew your lies would divide us
but you lied anyway
happy national day :)
right, nothing particular rocks except its a holiday. i guess a lot of people went down to the esplanade to catch the fireworks thing, they were saying its so pretty and everything ? :)
what i dont understand why
see its burning me to hold onto this
i know this is something i gotta do
but that dont mean i want to
what Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1091976329865582982004-08-08T22:43:00.000-07:002004-08-08T07:53:05.146-07:00your good intentions slowly turn to bitterness
reoccuring episode with each and every kiss
push the rewind button with me alright, back to yesterday.
uh huh so i did went down to essential brews in the end, with my dear xiang gong nessie loh. shared fish and chips, chilled :) then window shopped around, haha she kinda explained to me why guys prefer boxers to briefs, im like OH I SEE that kinda Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1091844188929201252004-08-07T10:02:00.000-07:002004-08-07T06:12:20.543-07:00and time has been spread so thin
blasting music, couple of really nice songs at the moment.
i badly wanna head down essential brews now for a chill boy. but you see, this girl me is just so financially unable to. the most i can order is erm plain water ? : now, teachers really think us to be supermans and superwomans dont they, a mere four day holidays results in this whole mountain of Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1091804815316759332004-08-06T23:05:00.000-07:002004-08-07T06:14:11.280-07:00when two worlds collide
oh my goodness, -screams, i typed this pretteh long post last night and the moment i click the post icon my com just had to hang on me :/ dammit.
right so yesterday, i kinda like the emaths slide mr wong showed us, interesting :)
mhmm then fast forward the day, chem test after school.
at first seans desk and mine were like only 2mm apart lahh ? uh huh then mrs ang just Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1091626619643078412004-08-04T21:35:00.000-07:002004-08-04T07:03:29.900-07:00the faster we were falling
we were stopping and stalling
we were running in circles again
what the heck, the whole chinese group aka the strawberry arranged to meet in the canteen at 800am, i was there at 810am and the whole canteen was freaking empty, hoho. kay they slowing drifted in one by one, fooled around quite a bit before we got started. thank you nessie and sheranne cause they went overMndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1091541776858632372004-08-03T22:01:00.000-07:002004-08-04T05:11:20.913-07:00i wont worry my life away
on the line with tsemin, hung up with jeraldine just.
am like in this ra ra mood cause tomorrows a half day without lessons, uh huh (:
todays great.
wenta holland starbucks to chill out plus study with nessie.
had a grreat time yes ? (: -smiles at nessie
haha did ying yong wen, studied chem ! mhmm ! (:
gosh nessie and i kinda died, the cigarette smoke was overpowering.Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1091453347279710722004-08-02T21:27:00.000-07:002004-08-02T06:29:07.280-07:00all my bags are packed
im ready to go
im standing here outside your door
i hate to wake you up to say goodbye
my hearts kinda heavy today, kept thinking back to last night.
well, i loved last night. those messages, that fun, the smile that draws on my face when the message ringtone sounded.
'can i demand you to be in bed ?'
'can i demand me to say goodbye to you, my last goodbye ?'
just Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1091323351453390002004-08-01T21:20:00.000-07:002004-07-31T18:22:31.453-07:00trying so hard to disregard
the rhythm of the rain that drops
coincides with the beating of my heart
happy birthday pamelakohyunxiang ! (:
damn, mum doesnt allow me to go for pams birthday party later at two ? :( im so sorry girl, hafta give it a miss, -frowns.
alright, things i gotta do by the end of august
> get my ass on the cinema seat watching MEAN GIRLS (:
> clear belated brithday Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1091283467587590532004-07-31T21:17:00.000-07:002004-07-31T17:04:34.896-07:00day after day im more confused
yeti look for the light in the pouring rain
you know thats a game that i hate to lose
and im feeling the strain, aint it a shame
the mood for family day was kinda thrashed when it started pouring in the morning ? uh huh, but thank God the sky cleared in the late morning :)
cabbed to school cause i had this whole lot of plasticware to carry, then two very nice ncc Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1091194740411346532004-07-30T21:37:00.000-07:002004-07-30T06:39:00.410-07:00we were meant to be
supposed to be
but we lost it
gosh the room reeks of durian, -pinches nose.
i totally cant stand the smell of that stinky fruit, its a turnoff. ultimate yuck.
was on the phone with tsemin last night, till like 1130 trying to solve emaths questions. haha we both sounded as if we were gonna fall asleep anytime that kinda thing.
kay so emaths test was the first period, screw itMndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1091104864587575732004-07-29T20:40:00.000-07:002004-07-29T05:41:04.586-07:00cause obviously hes out of my league
im wasting my time
cause he will never be mine
and i know i never will be good enough for him
-looks up
how, how true boy :( , obviously ; mcfly
im kinda re-addicted on hiphop, blasting on fire ; lloyd banks and 99 problems ; jay-z :)
yes now for today, my dear nabilah ali is finally back in school, uh huh my mr firhad go-ga-ga partner. haha see girl im Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1091020646988946192004-07-28T21:16:00.000-07:002004-07-29T04:45:00.676-07:00part of me wont agree
cause i dont know if its for sure
suddenly suddenly i dont feel so insecure anymore
taking my daily dosage of she will be loved ; maroon 5 :)
nothing particularly rocked today. the same old thing.
was busy going around collecting stuff for the booths and my dear tsemin just slacked around.
uh huh she better get the form typed out by tonight or we will be screwed by Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1090924899974768262004-07-27T18:40:00.000-07:002004-07-27T03:42:45.236-07:00i drove for miles and miles
and wound up at your door
ive had you so many times
but somehow i want more
this girl is experiencing servere despression ;
firstly her wonderful sista and boyfriend were doing God-knows-what on the bed early this morning so terribly loud that it woke her up at boy, ONE AM :
uh huh then school was thrashed up cause she couldnt stop thinking about her missing Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1090847361637095052004-07-26T21:08:00.000-07:002004-07-27T02:44:22.096-07:00sometimes a forbidden glance
would give my heart away
the light that rekindled our romance
just flicker through the grey
i LOVE today in all.
he got himself a new hairdo, -squeezes nabis arm tight
SO DUPER CUTE! :) haha
bio kinda sucked, mr firhad was pmsing big time. it was kinda a turn off, i dont fancy him as much now : haha and he looked really cute trying to play the piano ? :) -Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1090717705877385772004-07-25T21:06:00.000-07:002004-07-24T18:12:04.200-07:00like moving pictures in my head
for years and years they played
morning world.
right, yesterday was nice.
mhmm, lunch was interesting, chow in is someone who can really be a superb hearttalker.
then went for church, haha pastor had this terrible sorethroat lahh so half the time i was trying to figure out what he was trying to say that kinda thing.
then went down kallang to meet xinyi Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1090718973816157472004-07-25T09:28:00.000-07:002004-07-24T18:29:33.816-07:00oh yes yes
to everyone going for obs tomorrow ;
TAKE CARE :)
especially my dearest laughing machine ; GOHHUIZHEN
and my sweet punk butch aka MRS MIKE ONG ; SHERRIANNECHOOHUIYI
mhmm, dont get chased by wild boars, bitten by mosquitoes and stang by hornets over at pulua ubin kay :)
i want you girlies back in a whole :)
mhmm so have lotsa fun girls, and again take care. much love !
-waves
Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1090632825513622492004-07-24T21:30:00.000-07:002004-07-23T18:33:45.513-07:00so get back, back, back to where we lasted
just like i imagine
i could never feel this way
so get back, back, back to the disaster
my hearts beating faster
holding on to feel the same
its 837am this saturday morning. mann its a sin to get up this early on a weekend.
listening to memory ; sugarcult :) super nice.
i lovedd last night to bits ? :) mhmm ! messaged till pretty late. but aargh i Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1090590631030715532004-07-23T21:50:00.000-07:002004-07-23T18:38:36.570-07:00and finally the silence
looking out looking back across the sky
trying to find a meaning
knowing that i just left it all behind
still i smell a lingering softness
haha got down 74 this morning and looked up and guess what, mr firhad was walking in front of me :) haha he wore this really nice shirt today and his bag is very nice, -looks at tsemin.
right, assemblys kinda long, miss lims Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1090503528545158992004-07-22T21:38:00.000-07:002004-07-23T05:55:15.596-07:00youre falling out of reach
defying gravity
i know youre out there
somewhere out there
emaths fieldtrip was nice, had currypuffs and goreng pisang instead of kaya toast in the end.
biology, ahh mr firhad was damn cute ! :) -looks at nabi
physics was crap, i starting not to stand joanna ong. mhmm he looks cute when he sleeps :) -nudges tsemin
amaths, sherri and i were writing real dumb Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1090413399700888402004-07-21T20:36:00.000-07:002004-07-21T05:36:39.700-07:00i just conned jocelyntanyiling into the trick game mel sent me :) bingo, revenge is sure sweet.
-smiles at joce
Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1090412995424833412004-07-21T20:28:00.000-07:002004-07-21T05:29:55.423-07:00these eyes have seen no conviction
just lies and more contradiction
so tell me what would you say
id say its time too late
physics was so damn fun. -LOOKS AT NABI
uh huh joanna ong was talking, we werent listening. chatting away and stuff.
then i took out my foolscrap and wrote nabi thinks bize is cute.
haha then nabi wrote something else on her foolscrap. then we had this flipping of each Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1090334239669286612004-07-20T22:36:00.000-07:002004-07-20T07:37:19.670-07:00hope dangles on a string
like slow spinning redemption
school was usuals, the routine i call it.
dammit, tsemin read my inbox and went around school screaming the contents lahh, directly in front of him somemore ! hurr ! -stares at her
umpired the captains ball friendly after school with xinyi, the china people were freaking afraid of the sun ? : yeah as in they kept hiding in the shade not Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1090246953546193842004-07-19T22:21:00.000-07:002004-07-21T04:05:19.310-07:00dont leave me hanging
in a city so dead
held up so high
on such a breakable thread
blasted my happy ending ; avril lavigne like the whole of last night, it sure rocks.
slept in late, was messaging ? :)
jiawei that poor thing was baking cheesecakes till 130am :/ haha then tsemin and i were quarrelling in hokkien over sms : oh my goodness.
kay then this morning i made it a point to wake Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1090135808404480602004-07-18T15:29:00.000-07:002004-07-18T00:30:08.406-07:00im so sick of fights i hate them :(
well yesterday was nice. church games day was fun.
our group came up with the name HOLY-GANS :) think its kinda cool.
and my lovely group members are
>derrick !
>darrel !
>qingzhen !
>emmanuel ! aka iceman :)
>calvin !
>mingzhu !
>cindy !
>esther !
haha i loved the final destination game, although it got us all wet and flourish but was exciting lahh. Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1090027812671739882004-07-17T21:28:00.000-07:002004-07-16T18:30:12.670-07:00i dont mind spending everyday
out on your corner in the pouring rain
look for the girl with a broken smile
ask her if she wants to stay awhile
and she will be loved
currently blasting rain down by planet shakers :)
well just got up not long ago, theres tuition at 1030 and church at 130. kinda rush.
oh there was this very nice documentary on national geographic channel last night ? mhmm, its onMndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1089986677403461382004-07-16T22:03:00.000-07:002004-07-16T07:04:37.403-07:00if i should stay
i would only be in your way
so ill go
but I know
ill think of you every step of the way
loved english :) -smiles
besides that wasnt really glad about anything throughout the day.
training was a killer, the sun was super hot : almost died.
nine sets of finger pushups, fingers almost broke.
and waterbreak was like what? coach said waterbreak, sheranne and i walked to the Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1089808482101272082004-07-14T08:34:00.000-07:002004-07-14T05:55:04.930-07:00i dont want to let you down
i dont want to lead you on
i dont want to hold you back
from where you might belong
sis fetched me to school today, munching my cheese toast on the way. say dread, amaths was a usual bore. PLUS my sickening cramps just hadta came on, freaking painful, aargh :/ was lying my head on the table to rest then miss lee just had to scream mindy wake up :| like hello, im not Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1089728816978679522004-07-13T22:20:00.000-07:002004-07-13T07:24:22.163-07:00cause if i leave this place i wont be coming back
haha gosh played bingo for the whole of chinese lesson, 24 for for mock orals :| was very late for emaths, mr ganesan wasnt too glad about it and stuff. skipped orca and class contact, ate and went for orals in the hall. like what im the last candidate in my batch :/ tsemins second last. waited till like 0430 that it was finally my turn. haha Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1089641970962167362004-07-12T22:14:00.000-07:002004-07-12T07:20:16.346-07:00when visions around you
bring tears to your eyes
and all that surround you
are secrets and lies
biology, got back our test paper, a half mark away from my twenty, damn. nabi and i were saying how much we dont wanna take our height and weight during pe later, and also HOW SO VERY CUTE mr firhad is, uh huh :) like great, miss tay is gonna take our term two statics, haha. played basketball, was Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1089558140596878712004-07-11T22:57:00.000-07:002004-07-12T05:47:46.436-07:00stacies mum has got it going on
shes all i want and ive waited for so long
waited and waited
got back from dinner, wenta some seafood restaurant at tuas with my family, sista just touched down. haha dad went to the petrol kiosk to pump oil, and came back with this donate blood save lives flyer, and he wants ME to go for it ?! :/ :\ :| confirm 100% ill freak out like shit kay, i cant stand blood.Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1089534291913060352004-07-11T16:20:00.000-07:002004-07-11T01:24:51.913-07:00rain down on me
its here in your presence im free
fall down like rain
come touch me again
wenta tsemins place to do project yesterday morning, playing rain down the whole time. its super NICE :) -points up
then trained down to somerset, haha we were like practically ringing everyone one up on our phonebooks that kinda thing :)
the audiotrium for the youth rally was pretteh nice, did cell prayersMndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1089383052161745692004-07-09T22:23:00.000-07:002004-07-09T07:46:36.096-07:00tidal waves they rip right through me
blasting roses ; outkast :)
had emaths quiz, was hard :/ just hope i pass it, yes a pass would do. chinese was kinda slack, had this cheng yu game and ting xie and thats about it ? yeahh then sherri drew this purple ring and purple pearl bracelet on my right hand with her purple marker and zhen drew this colourful dragon on my left arm :| gosh. then englishMndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1089297829974139252004-07-08T22:39:00.000-07:002004-07-08T07:43:49.973-07:00cause all thats left has gone away
and theres nothing there for you to prove
mum was screaming into my face cause i had a problem waking up today :/ assemblys kinda fun today, had this voting thingie. I WANT A BBQ PIT ! :D haha.
great, mr ganesan just have to pick me to answer his questions. seriously think he has something against me boy :/
haha then baby and i were kinda like poking each otherMndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1089215777274117862004-07-07T23:52:00.000-07:002004-07-07T08:56:17.276-07:00got a ticket for a world where we belong
so would you be my baby
schools kinda fine, the same old boring rountine over and over again.
haha like after school, tsemin and i went back to mrs thomas class to get glue then met shifu at the self study area ? :) right then we had this ahhem compeition in which he AHHEM damn loud that the WHOLE ROW of students turned to look us ? hurr, hah.
kay so Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1089132658723017652004-07-07T00:50:00.000-07:002004-07-06T09:50:58.723-07:00im here without you baby, but youre still on my lonely mind
i think about you baby and i dream about you all the time
im here without you baby, but youre still with me in my dreams
and tonight girl, theres only you and me
kay todays kinda like a crazy day in all.
lessons were hell boring.
amaths.
biology.
chinese.
emaths.
haha the whole last row were snacking during amaths lahh, popping sweets, Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1089039104210220072004-07-05T22:48:00.000-07:002004-07-05T07:51:44.210-07:00lying in my bed i hear the clock tick,
and i think of you
caught up in circles confusion is nothing new
flashback, warm nights
almost left behind
a smooth case of memories,
time after
went malaysia, was sleeping on the tourbus most of the time. haha
visited like three temples, boring. then went shopping, the fun part.
>five nike shirts
>one nike sportbra
>two nike socks
yeah mum and i were Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1088961430103094072004-07-05T01:14:00.000-07:002004-07-04T10:17:10.103-07:00yet i am merely to you
a drifting shadow
just a memory
yes im kinda very bored now.
besides drinking my strawberry yoghurt drink theres anything very much to do.
theres this really sickening ulcer in my lower lip, spells pain and nothing else :(
i think im kinda weird, my mood just flacuates, rollercoasterishly.
trust me i have no idea whats going on.
-screams
theres just this strong feel of Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1088953590068288112004-07-04T23:06:00.000-07:002004-07-04T09:20:04.860-07:00all this time you were pretending
so much for my happy ending
bought linkin parks hybrid theory, woohoo hell it rocks.
very nice album indeed, super nice songs. ahh LINKIN PARK RULES.
but the lyrics book is kinda screwed up.
erm look at this ;
i put my trust in you
pushed as rar sa i can go
and for all this
theres only one thing you whould know
hmm didnt quite do much today, been messaging Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1088869204200577392004-07-03T23:37:00.000-07:002004-07-03T08:40:04.200-07:00you never gave us a chance to be
o levels listening was super difficult ? :| yeahh and i like my index number, 1010 :)
then had breakfast with zhen, tsemin and babyy at dover. haha baby and i goofed up one prata and one bowl of noodles and we were like wahh, haha. then sent babyy for band, she was late and kept lingering outside the bandroom refusing to go in ?
went up ness place after that, Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-10887814902860862004-07-02T23:18:00.000-07:002004-07-02T08:18:10.286-07:00hoho birthdays today!
thank you everyone for the wishes whether it is through sms, msn or phonecalls ? :)
thank you everyone for the sweeet presents and cards ? :)
thank you my besties for the chocolate cake after training ? :)
school was fine.
training was okay, the girls planned this mini surprise 'party' lahh :D very nice of them alright, the cake was delicious too yeah ?
haha went crystal Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1088686994354559322004-07-01T21:02:00.000-07:002004-07-01T06:03:14.353-07:00youre one in a million
-points up to the date above
firstjuly ! birthday eve ! :D
haha yeahh and its my pretty boy idol RUUD VAN NISTELROOYS BIRTHDAY ! :) -bleams
how nice, his birthday is just a day before me, and ahh i was planning to catch the match but stupid me dozed off at about one plus ? :/ and heard on the radio on my way to school that holland lost to portugal, hurr ! 2-1, damn.
Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1088606853615134792004-06-30T22:46:00.000-07:002004-06-30T07:47:33.616-07:00i cant hold on to what i want when im streched so thin
i havent made up my mind yet.
one, stay up till 235 to catch the HOLLAND vs portugal match and look like a walking zombie tomorrow.
two, go to sleep now and regret the whole of tomorrow for not staying up to watch the match.
:/ :| :\ hmm !
i miss xiaopanda.
wonder whats he doing now ?
XIAO PAN DA ! :D
everythings so blurry ;Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1088595453979753382004-06-30T19:36:00.000-07:002004-06-30T04:56:50.176-07:00though hope is frail
its hard to break
today kinda sucks.
firstly it rained again in the morning, was late for school.
then lessons were super boring, especially history :/
oh but english was pretty funny, debating on the ra movies thingie. haha the guys were damn hilarious ! :)
and the thing is there isnt biology today, hurr.
passed him the chocolates at the end of recess, he didnt wanted toMndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1088521692729711702004-06-29T23:30:00.000-07:002004-06-29T08:31:13.680-07:00why should i care
if you dont care
then i dont care
we're not going anywhere
just had a blackout :/ for like 30 minutes or so ?
was so bored that i started running around the front porch like an idiot, parents were stoning away watching me run. everything was just black black and black. clementi had it too ? boon lay had it too ? everyones messaging everyone. thank God the electricity came backMndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1088516226718925502004-06-29T21:36:00.000-07:002004-06-29T07:04:43.716-07:00and i give up forever to touch you
cause i know that you feel me somehow
youre the closest to heaven that ill ever be
and i dont wanna go home right now
first day of school kinda rockks.
firstly, we got this whole new biology teacher, mr firhard. man hes super shuai alright.
-SMILES AT NABI
haha we were like drooling over him in lab like some psycho freaks. and like he picked nabi to answer thisMndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1088321365253597452004-06-27T15:29:00.000-07:002004-06-27T00:29:25.253-07:00look at what youve done
FREAK IT! i cut my hair and it totally looks like shit :/ my fringe is SUPER i repeat SUPERRR SHORT :||| dammit i measured it and its only four cm lahh ?
-screams and breaks the ruler
hurr ! the stupid hairstylist !
hate it, hate it, hate it :/
BUT, thank God that theres sucha thing called HAIRBAND :) -smiles
right im in the back-to-school mood ! :)
haha yupp will do Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1088262571541399282004-06-26T23:09:00.000-07:002004-06-26T08:09:31.540-07:00i wanna hold you high and steal your pain
cause im broken when im lonesome
and i dont feel right when youre gone away
okay, crystal jade was super packed so we settled for sushi tei.
like how lucky one can get, i met MISSJEANLUAH :| :/ :| :\ very nice ...
great, so she came over to our table and starting yakking to my mum about me. she practically copy and pasted everything she said to my sista Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1088250445695687002004-06-26T19:47:00.000-07:002004-06-26T07:28:46.946-07:00you insist to pull me down
you contradict the fact that you still want me around
and its all downhill from here
stupid jeraldine and sherri lahh, made me feel so dumb. hurr ! :)
came online to send them the history thingie, so just pop by for a short one.
haha was eating banana fritters just, and theyre like freaking oily ! :/ uh so i started squeezing the oil out, used up like the whole Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1088183090991016582004-06-26T01:04:00.000-07:002004-06-25T10:04:50.993-07:00im not gonna sink into this
im just bored.
dont wanna do amaths as yet, slacking around.
doing some personality quizzes stuff online, kinda lame but im really bored boy.
was chatting with johnny just ? :) my long long lost good friend ! :D haha we used to train together in the mornings and stuff, captains of our volleyball team ; he for the guys and me for the girls. still remember how he used Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1088168728177296562004-06-25T21:05:00.000-07:002004-06-25T06:05:28.176-07:00its getting late
to give you up
i took a sip
from my devils cup
was supposed to get tsemin from clementi at 930, tsemin called me at 10 and im still sleeping ? :/ er haha
rushed down, met tsemin who was by then rotting in macdonalds. took a bus to my house, was SUPPOSED to do history project. ended up slacking around and stuff. tsemin was very amused and entertained by aiko ? :) called for Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1088072249502171092004-06-24T18:17:00.000-07:002004-06-24T03:24:33.966-07:00as the sun goes down
waking up my dreams
and in my mind youre with me once again
out of my heart into your head
and inside my heart theres a place for you
and in my mind im with you once again
out of my heart into your head
:)
i LOVE this early morning.
was on the phone with him from 0215 till 0600 ? -bigfatgrin
super duper mega ultra happy ? :D
man i really love his laughter, his humour, his Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1088004288009493822004-06-23T23:24:00.000-07:002004-06-23T08:24:48.010-07:00you see youve got the key to my heart
unlock me and take all my feelings apart
cause when you said you had to leave
had to go away, you closed the door on me
you threw away the key
got up kinda late, rushed down to school.
umpired the juniors match, versus rivervalley high. they played really well alright.
ginas a pro center, i love her dogdes.
nicolette brings the ball down and into the Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1087925361361848252004-06-23T01:29:00.000-07:002004-06-23T06:38:58.810-07:00theres gotta be more to life
caught a short nap just, then got up to do chinese.
gave sherri a ring, shes damn sick lah ? :/
like shes down with a flu bug, and she kept vomitting and stuff. and she sounded real bad over the phone. TAKECARE BABE ! (:
and i was shocked dumb when my dearest eileen chiny chin told me she was ATTACHED. feel happy for her ! it made me feel kinda envious somehow, causeMndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1087909904449587382004-06-22T21:11:00.000-07:002004-06-22T06:17:37.706-07:00but i miss you finally
back from camp, i kinda love it ? :)
had physics class, super boring lahh ? was doing chinese homework at the back. tsemin was reading some storybook. we started talking and stuff, then miss ong made me stand :(
-stares at tsemin
haha trust me alright, gary is freaking lame. we were like sitting beside each other and all of the sudden he just started laughing ? and he Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1087742496126119602004-06-20T22:41:00.000-07:002004-06-20T07:41:36.126-07:00i cant remember the last time that we kissed goodbye
all our i love yous were just not enough to survive
chilled, very nice.
sometimes are you need ta do is just to lock yourself in your room, blast the music, blast the aircon and just do HOMEWORK. thats exactly what i did.
had cramps on and off throughout the afternoon :( super painful. ran out of pills too soon yeah, was terrible.
am pretty Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1087690722230673752004-06-20T08:18:00.000-07:002004-06-19T17:18:42.230-07:00IM ANGRY.
IM SAD.
IM IRRITATED.
IM FRUSTRATED.
I SO HATE MY PARENTS. HURRR !
WHY JUST CANT THEY BE MORE UNDERSTANDING.
ALL THEY THINK OF IS THEM, THEM AND THEM.
CANT THEY JUST SPARE A THOUGHT FOR ME.
YOU DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE ALRIGHT, UNFEELING CREATURES.
THIS IS FOR YOU ANNIEGOHJECKENG.
dont wanna talk to me ? for hell you think i wanna talk to you hello ?
THIS IS FOR YOU Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1087661279380720262004-06-19T23:59:00.000-07:002004-06-19T09:07:59.380-07:00you make me so excited
and i dont wanna fight it
i start to blush
you are my sugar rush
attended the baptism service at changi beach today with tsemin jeraldine jamie kim. cried when huizhen gave her testimony ? :) felt really happy for her, seeing her in the grey robe standing in midst of the waves, with pastor praying for her. its truly a gaint leap of faith. cheerios for zhen ! :D and Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1087558882232498492004-06-18T19:41:00.000-07:002004-06-18T04:41:22.233-07:00now im trapped in this memory
and im left in the wake of the mistake
slow to react
even though youre close to me
youre still so distant
and i cant bring you back
tuition, some very smart 196 bus driver told me that the bus does go to normanton park. hurr, was late for tuition.
i somewhat liked tuition today, cause i managed to finish the circles worksheet fangster gave? :D haha its great Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1087492169213777492004-06-18T01:09:00.000-07:002004-06-17T10:09:29.213-07:00tell me you love me
come back and haunt me
oh and i rush to the start
hoho, its 1247 now. am watching england vs switzerland? im for ENGLAND in this one ! :D ENGLAND will win ! :D and i have to say it, frank lampards freaking cute !
munching some really nice peach gummies, reading my just-bought book. hoho, its nice.
right, its halftime now. im bored.
CHILL ! :)
hell yes.Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1087489462773137442004-06-17T23:58:00.000-07:002004-06-17T09:29:42.016-07:00i wish i could tell you im feeling better every day
that it didnt hurt me when you walked away
but to tell you the truth i cant find my way
erm like when i was doing my first emaths question, mum called to say we are going out for lunch? haha okay, and my very cute mum wore sunglasses and this big round hat when walking down CITYLINK :| :/ im like its very sunny mum? and she went no lah, like Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1087448239750972222004-06-17T12:57:00.000-07:002004-06-16T21:57:19.750-07:00you bleed just to know youre alive
just got up from bed
>puffy eyes
>wet pillow
>spinning head
):
shoutouts time]]*
jeraldinekohweimay ; my little princess
thanks for yesterday yeahh? felt so screwed up and everything, cried like shit and stuff. yupp, mummy would be strong ya. love !
teowshijing ; teowteow
stupid girl lahh, just went offline yesterday like that. thanks for the chat ! and we Mndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1087403439554963692004-06-16T23:59:00.000-07:002004-06-16T09:30:39.553-07:00and all the roads we have to walk are winding
and all the lights that lead us there are blinding
there are many things that i would like to say to you
but i dont know how
HURR..
why did i cry,
why did i cry.
i cant even get myself to look into your eyes when you talked to me.
i cant even hold up my head high when you spoke.
why did those tears emerge out of my eyes when you turned to leaveMndynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6100583.post-1087315152055880922004-06-15T23:59:00.000-07:002004-06-15T08:59:12.056-07:00*dOrY:"hi, i''m dory and i don't eat fish..." says:
tell you a secret?
_porkchop.beefballs* nothingeverstopsthesethoughtsandthepainattachedtothem" / dilemma ; thescreamingdeadend. [[ 4710* says:
yesyesYES?
*dOrY:"hi, i''m dory and i don't eat fish..." says:
kkz...
*dOrY:"hi, i''m dory and i don't eat fish..." says:
promise not to tell anyone?
_porkchop.beefballs* Mndynoreply@blogger.com